tamgartrinki @ 2005-09-01T15:23:00

2005-09-01T05:23:44Z

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me

2005-08-22T23:28:54Z

Gareth
I'm not happy cause i am alone most days with nothing to do or anyone to see. It sometimes hurt me to hear that you are having so much fun at uni, basket ball and work even tho you don't count them as being anyone special you still have that interaction with them. I also feel like a sex symbol to you cause you always go for the most obvious parts of the body which doesn't make me feel good. Now there is you i think you need to get out more and do the things that you are missing out on. I believe we have made the wrong decision on having children cause you were not ready and i thought that you were the one to look after me and the kids, but you are having a hard time and so am i for i feel like not having them anymore, i do look at them and smile then think WHY?. I am just feeling so empty inside that sometime i think i'm depressed and don't want to go on anymore and i can't wait for you to grow up for i don't know how much longer i can feel like this being here so i need to see some change. I would like you to respect me more in what i am doing for this family and how hard i am trying to please you and trying to stay together and not break down with depression from being so lonely i need you to be there for me when i need you the most and i need you to look after the kids and give me time so i can unwind from looking after them 95% of the time (the other % is while they are sleeping). Do not take this the wrong way i am starting to think of my self and how much i have done an all i need is some time to be myself again and do the things i like. I have tried to talk to you in person but i am so afraid of what you would do when you get upset or angry at something it frightens me all the time specially with the kids. I do love you but for now i am miserable as all hell. (don't get to picky with the grammar)

Raining there or not?

2005-08-19T04:17:05Z

For if it is, I will try to get there. Must tell me in next 15 minutes please.

hi there

2005-08-18T21:05:36Z

you would be at school when you read this. don't be to long and could you pick trin up after classes she finishs at 3pm thank you. love tammie

forgetful

2005-08-18T21:03:56Z

i did tell you that he didn't know if he still had it but you where still sort of asleep

Forgot to ask

2005-08-17T23:07:54Z

Did grandpa have alias on tape or not? If so, gimme gimme gimme!!!!

Homeward bound

2005-08-17T06:48:05Z

10 to 5 is when I leave
For leaving on time is foreign to me
So a little late home That I will be
Plese realise that for that I am sorry

:)

aaahhh

2005-08-16T04:12:50Z

seems alittle confuseing but will get use to it i guess, are you cooking tonight. love tammie

hi

2005-08-15T07:25:54Z

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